Sunday: Weekly Wrap-It-Up #15

Posted by Sarahbear on June 20, 2010

Chad’s been on vacation all week long. Thank goodness it worked out this way because I needed the help around the house. I’ve been pretty useless with the revisiting of my period. I finished the prescription of Provera last weekend and it’s back in full force. I’ve been having awful cramps, waking up in the middle of the night to shower and finding myself irritated by almost everything. I go back to the doctor this Wednesday so hopefully the tests he does will produce some answers.

It hasn’t been completely awful. Last weekend was my birthday and Chad grilled delicious steaks, chicken and ribs for an all day feast. He picked up an ice cream cake from Dairy Queen that fed my period cravings for most of the week too. It goes a little more quickly when you have seven people sharing it. I’ve been griping a lot about how great I was doing losing weight and eating well before I got my period in April. It’s damn near impossible to control my appetite. Even more difficult when I am anemic. I guess that’s one of the main things I’m hoping for with figuring out what’s going on with my body. If my hormones and cycles get regulated I can be more successful with better eating and exercise habits. It’s freaking hard to maintain when you wind up binging and sleeping for a month after 3 months of weight loss. And it’s discouraging because I gain back most of the weight too. I hope everything gets figured out and remedied soon. I don’t know how long my sanity will remain in tact if this keeps up much longer.

One good thing about bleeding is that when I have the energy for sex, the orgasms are amazing. I intended to take a picture of the throe yesterday because I squirted all over the place. I have figured out that I like the silky side better because you can really see what a mess you made. It makes me kind of proud. Despite a wonky AC yesterday, we managed to have some fantastic sex in a 94 degree house. It inspires today’s Song For Sunday “Dirrty” by Christina Aguilera featuring Redman.