Posted by Sarahbear on August 25, 2010
My sex drive has been improving, slightly. I’m not ravenous and I have some moody days, but I feel like I generally want to have sex more frequently. The problem is that when I do, no matter how much foreplay or touching we do, I’m not getting wet (and I am usually at least soaking [...]
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Posted by Sarahbear on August 11, 2010
I’ve said several times before that I’m just not that into porn, and it’s the truth. There’s a very rare occasion where I am interested in it, and it’s even more rare that it turns me on. I find the actors and actresses to typically be pretty fake and unbelievable. I guess it just really [...]
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Posted by Sarahbear on May 23, 2010
Last night I curled into bed with my Chabo, watching Tropic Thunder (one of our favorite movies) for the 50th time. We fell asleep in each other’s arms. It was so nice to just sleep. At a decent hour. No waiting for him to get home from work or for the kids and my sister [...]
Posted by Sarahbear on May 16, 2010
I have now been bleeding for 4 weeks and 1 day. More than that if you count the 4-5 days of spotting prior to the full on, Noah’s Ark style flooding that I’ve been experiencing since April 17th. My mood swings have been rapid and have come on without warning most of the time. I’ve [...]
Posted by Sarahbear on May 6, 2010
at least that’s what I was told at a First Baptist Church in Southern Georgia for my whole life. A couple of months ago I started seeing bloggers posting about Purity Balls (federally funded formal events for fathers and daughters to take purity pledges.) I had never heard of them before, though I made a [...]
Posted by Sarahbear on April 15, 2010
Last night I tried on my new corset… We fully intended to take more photographs. Better photographs. But with me in this position, leaning against the headboard with my hips arched out at Chad, he lasted about four pictures before he pulled my panties to the side and took me from behind. It was a [...]
Posted by Sarahbear on March 28, 2010
It has been kind of an insane weekend. Well, an insane week. After taking care of all the kids and Chad during their various ailments, I finally caught some mutated super-virus version of everything. I thought it had wound itself up by Friday night and decided to do a bit of drinking. I woke up [...]
Posted by Sarahbear on March 25, 2010
The night I wrote the Triggers post was date night for Chad and I. I didn’t really feel up to going because I’ve been sick, but we needed a night out. Getting dressed and out of this house did wonders for me mentally. I’ve been dealing with some mutated super-virus version of the crap the [...]
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Posted by Sarahbear on March 18, 2010
Last night I waited for him to fall asleep. He was exhausted. He crawled into bed next to me and it wasn’t long at all before he drifted off to sleep. I closed my laptop and set it on the floor. The room was pitch black. I snatched the blanket off of him, pushing it [...]
Posted by Sarahbear on March 10, 2010
I don’t know if you’ve heard yet, but I learned to squirt a few months ago. I started using folded up towels to protect the bed from getting soaked, but I was starting to get tired of all the extra laundry. When you squirt all over three or four towels you can’t just hang them [...]